feel~...

kon~

uh..
juz feel lyk updatin...

stupidly aimed the shower head above lip...
"soooooot~"... uh...
the pressure split the yellow membrane on my ulcer...
blood... ah ah~...
pain? uh... but i'm used to it...

Tsugi (next)...
Mitchell intro-ed a shojo manga...
-Kimi ni Todoke-
gd... i'm still continuin... -laugh-
Thx eh Mit!

uh aniway...
not feelin sick or wadsoeva to read shoujo manga...
juz doin some studies and analysin...
on girls thru e things they read...?!?! -hope it help-
er...
still trying to understand more abt girls
er... or should say...
we can never understand the opposite gender?! -laugh-
wunder should i moved on to Josei(matured females) manga...
since i'm of the age of an adult soon?! -laugh-

uh... ttz all for today!
weather is cold nwadays...
wrap some blanket n take care eh!
ja oya!


signin off
-hiro-

Givers x Takers

1 of a kind, "human"
2 major types, "Givers" & "Takers".

Givers:
One who 'let go'
One who 'sacrifice'
One who 'selfishly force self ideals on others knowing the consequences of disadvantage upon self'

Takers:
One who 'regret loss'
One who 'seize oppotunity"
One who 'selfishly force self ideals on others knowing well the advantage gained upon self"

Givers sacrifice for the sake of others...
being selfish for the sake of others...
being nasty all to cover tt beauty of self sacrifice for others...

Takers benefits for the sake of self...
being selfish for the sake of self....
being nice and pleasing to all to cover that ugly intent of using pple surrounding him/her...

all knew which types they belongs...
juz that "deceiving self makes em feels better"... -laugh-
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kon!...

ah ah~ tmr is Monday again...
monday blu..blu..blu...bluess...

uh... had bball on thurs...
loads of pple playin...
n uninvited China baskets 2... -laugh-

wasnt a gd day for mi perhaps...
before tt day fall sick during e nite...
(luck my recovery spd is gd) -laugh!-
n during the las game...
injured... ah ah~... uh.. again...

face whammed on opponent's head while goin for ball
teeth cut my lower lips due to impact...
blood.... -laugh-

uh...nw it mutated to a big ulcer... 1cm - 1.5cm?! -shit-
(wonder isit to substitue the ulcer in my throat)
lips wasnt tt swollen than on thurs...
(i heal fast!) -laugh-
bet will take another 7 - 10 days to recover...

aniway thx for those concerned....
especially adrian...
er...
sounds gay but uh... who duno u?! -laugh!-
aniway,
apologize for makin up the fight story eh!
cant believe u all actually buy that... -LAUGH-

ore sa.. tanoshikatta...
(i had fun...)
ja oya!

signin off
-hiro-

"我不是什么玩具，
高兴时任你玩，任你丢。
也不是什么狗，
使命效忠任你拉着走。
即使是玩具，
也是个破烂，不起眼的玩具。
即使是条狗，
也是个暴烈，流浪大恶犬。 "
-呐喊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!-

kon~...

sry abt e above,
need to de-stress...-hur hur-
uh... feeling better....

piled up by loads of things,
i'm doin everything fine...
ah ah~...
confident abit it...
juz the usual things i got everytime -laugh-

uh~ sry again... complains... -hur hur-
stop here for today...

ja, oya~

signin off
-hiro-

P.S: sry eh blog, it's only complains that u got frm me... -bow-

ore no 'shiawase' wa... ... ('hapiness' to me is... ...)

kon~

juz back frm 5km run,
took abt 50mins...
er...
should b able to burn some fats,
n cover those days i nv run for the wk huh?! -laugh-

been kinda gd these few days...
probs put aside currently,
still hav sch task to focus on ya?! -hah...-

hmm... uh,
while running earlier...
tot abt a ques. asked by one of my fren years ago.
he asked:
"有什么事会让你感到-幸福-?"
i din know hw to reply...

since running...
should also get my head working too. -laugh-

er...
i admire Males who can cook...
but i admire Females who can cook much more...
(that includes my ma)
n my definition of cookin...
is frm preparation to final dish.
not only stir-frying... -heh-
hmmm...uh,
"being able to spend time cooking dishes with someone i adore in the kitchen"...
probably my ans for now...-laugh-

reasons:
learned to cook frm ma since young,
kinda bcome my interest...

but when cooking at fren's home...
they end up chased out by me,
coz they're unable to cope with me...-laugh-

realise...
cookin with ma is most enjoyable...-laugh-
everything went smoothly.
coodination btween us funtion lyk one...
juz lyk an ochestra!? -laugh-

ah ah~ ttz the past after all...
the feel is still so enjoyable.
perhaps it's something tt i'm v attached to ya?! -laugh-

uh.. sry for the long entry...
i'll end here...
ja,oya!

signin off
-hiro-

problems...? solutions...?

kon-hayouzu...

encountered loads of probs...
not mine...
rather close friends ard me...
they confide me...
i wonder...
hw much i can help...?

probs on:
relationships...
friendships...
work...
e.t.c...

what my friend's relationship had caused him...
made quite an impact indectly to me...

think quite alot lately...
doubts.
doubts.
doubts.
doubts.
doubts...

need answers to em...
not one...many...
need em desperately...

smiles are difficult...
damn fake... -laugh-

jinsei wa mendokuse na...
oya... ...


-hiro-

When East Meets West...

kon~

ever thought that...
what's the best food invented in both East and West?!
my answer : Baguette and Chicken Curry...
It's a love story when the East meets the West -laugh-

uh...
had em for dinner tonight.
whenever there is Chicken Curry
i'd prefer Baguette rather than Rice as the partner...

reasons?! i had mine...

dipping a slice of baguette into the rich yellow-orangy thick Curry
n letting the soft inner crumbs absorb the curry...
sending the slice of Curry filled baguette into the mouth,
applin a soft biting strength to the crust to seperate the slice...
As pullin off the seperated slice with your fingers,
ur tongue immediately moved in an upward motion,
compressing the soft inner crumb filled with the curry...
The curry slowly oozes out frm the crumb,
flowing throughout the mouth and down the throat...
lastly,
chewin both the drained soggy crumbs with the crust...
even before realised swallowing the food,
another wave of curry soaked baguette... INCOMING~ -laugh-

never came across such savoury experience when Chick. Curry partners with Rice...
Baguette to Tori Curry no kekkon wa umai~
(marriage of baguette and Chick. Curry is delicious~)

it may be simple meal..
but the satisfaction i get... priceless -laugh-
uh uh,
ore wa... soyuu kantan no hito desu! -laugh-

ja, Oya!

signin off
-hiro-

kon-hayou...

wondering...

when one's in physical pain,
anesthetic is used to relieve it...
wad abt... when one's in psychological pain?

guess alchohol is the answer...
perhaps feelin of being numb...
is the only way to make one relieve frm both physical & psychological pain... ya?!

well something did happened...
not on me but my fren...
uh...
relationship is the cause...
though is over for quite sometime...
somehow he hav gotten over it.
wad's worse...
addition to what his ex did to him today...
uh... i can understand his pain...

my words cant help much...
but it'll b all up to himself for a change...
all best to him! -gambaro na kimi!-

change of topic:

was playin more basketball,
as well as runnin...
uh... NAPFA is comin... gonna train -sick-

also get to know a korean twin singer,
Janice and Sonia
as intro-ed by gor...
both of em got famous recording their own singing and posting on youtube...

futari no Vocals ga... hontouni subarashi...
(both of their vocals are marvellous...)
was very into the song they covered,
-Officially Missing You- by Tamia

the way they sing e song...
light, soft and soothing
but they are able to potray the feeling of the lyrics...
i'm awfully impressed!
been spammin the song for quite some days -laugh-

try hear em out if u have e time...
search for: (from Youtube)
"JS - Officially Missing You - Tamia (Cover)"
enjoy!

uh... should get my slp now...
ja Oya!

signin off
-hiro-

the wk...

hayouz-zu...

ah~ nope... nt tt i've woken up...
rather that i haven slp...
bio clock was corrupt -laugh-

juz back frm supper with Joseph and Cheng Hao...
had nasi lemak at Chomp Pang...
was feelin hungry earlier but lucki CH asked!

for this wk din do anithing much,
went fishin with Hui Kai n Kevin on tues...
caught only 1 fish... ended up as our dinner...

back to NP to hav meeting, new story concept...
had bball during late noon...
kinda shock-ku to c Calvin, Shawn n Josephine...
they were with their mooncake friends -laugh-
(colleague workin tgt for the mooncake event)

uh ya... got my pay earlier this wk...
decided to rent a car... but due that 2 las min...
drop the idea... probably later den!
c wad kinda special event for mi to rent... -laugh-

uh...
about that waitress at ramen shop: "Menya Shinchan"...
din manage to return to c her smiles...
as well as their Ramen n Gyoza... -sigh-
tonikaku, Menya Shinchan ga zettai ni modorimasu!
(aniway, i'll definitely go back to Menya Shinchan)
perhaps ttz the place where i can enjoy myself?!
gd food... nice ambience... perfect smile! -laugh-

ah ah~ tink i should slp now...
uh.. stop here den!

konshuu wa maa maa desu...
amai to *supaisu no jiken wa arimasen...
uh... sore dake...
Ja Oya!

signin off
-hiro-

smile...

kon-hayouzu...

ever wonder...
what's a smile?...
who 'invented/created' smile?...
y smile?...
what 'smile' really means?...

ah ah~ mendokuse na, ore sa... -laugh-
(troublesome isnt it...)
uh... realise tt smile got huge load of meanin..
juz tt whether u're able to 'decipher'...

reasons for mi to smile...?
uh... in order to avoid further conversation perhaps...
ah ah~ i'm a weird kind -laugh-
i find it hard to communicate with pple at times...
uh.. tt's when a smile will b useful... -laugh-

ugly huh?!... uh... agree...
but rather than faking communication with pple whom i find difficulty communicatin...
more ugly... desho?! -laugh-

but... not all smiles are "ugly" ...
dare to say coz i encountered... twice... -laugh-
indeed... u'll b able feel it...
when they smile, they seriously meant it...
n thats when it felt really good...
till the extend of brightenin up the day?
wakaranai.... -laugh-
(dunno...)

ah ah~... i miss the smile badly...
pls let mi hav the chance to feel them again...
Onegaishimasu Kamisama!!! -laugh-
(PLS GOD -politely-!)


signin off
-hiro-

snoozing all day long~

konzZzZz....

i'll kp this entry as short as possibe...

went back to work as office admin,
Duration: 9.30am - ?? time...
i decide to hav an early leave at 6pm instead...
my eyelid's heavy all along...cant concentrate...

went back home, change of clothes...
went over to YewTee to bball with those 2nd part time friends
(gomen na... the namelist is too long)
finally get to touch the ball again after so long...
but still... i'm sleepy n tired...
feel as if i can K.O ani moment on the street... -smile-

back home, had my dinner, shower n settled some online stuff...
listen to Buzzer Beat OST downloaded earlier today...
entered into my Mobile as ringtone -nyahaa!-

hai owarida! plain slpy huh?
uh uh... ja, ishounin nette na! -laugh-
(let's slp tgt den!)

uh, sore wa ore no ichi nichi!
(ttz my day for today)
ja, byebye... oya!

signin off
-hiro-
(nechatta)...